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Verse of the Week: “Remove far from me falsehood and lying; give me neither poverty nor riches; feed me with the food that is needful for me.”  (Proverbs 30:8)

Truth of the Week:  God knows what I am needful of, and  I can rest in His sovereignty.  He knows when I need green pastures and quiet waters to restore and encourage my soul and He knows when I need trials and adversity to deepen my faith, to expose my false saviors, and to lovingly shake me from my spiritual complacency.  If it were left up to me (and I’m so very glad that it isn’t) my days would be filled with nothing but ease, void of conflict and free from difficulties.  But God loves me too much to leave me in the shallow state that such a life would surely breed. 

Each day I can be assured that God will feed me with what is needful for me.  When I keep this truth in mind it truly does make a difference in how I respond to the moments that I encounter throughout the day.  It helps me to enjoy the pleasant, yet still embrace the painful, knowing that both are from the hand of a wise and loving Father.  I can be ever-confident that what He “feeds me” is always designed to reveal more of His glory to me and to reflect more of His glory through me, and in this I can rejoice.

Quote of the Week:  “In all our comforts we must see His hand giving them out to us, and in all our crosses we must see the same hand laying them upon us, that we may learn to receive both good and evil and to bless the name of the Lord both when He gives and when He takes.”  (Matthew Henry, Experiencing God’s Presence)

Cry For Mercy

Cry For Mercy

Go and learn what this means – it’s mercy I desire
The offerings you bring, are not what I require
I’m weary of your sacrifice
Of empty words and calloused lives
Oh, bring me no more alibis
Go and learn what this means

Come and hear what I say – you’ve been blinded by your pride
Drop the masquerade, I know who you are inside
You’ve trusted in what cannot save
You’ve looked to fallen flesh for praise
With hardened hearts and rebel ways
Come and hear what I say

Chorus:
Cry aloud for mercy – I will hear you, I will hear you
I’m calling to you, how long must I wait?
Come broken in My presence – I will heal you, I will heal you
Come wash your stains in endless streams of grace

Lift your eyes once again – stand in awe and be amazed
You’ve forgotten who I am, “Holy, Holy” is my Name
Have you not seen?  Have you not heard?
My glory fills the universe
Be still and marvel at my worth
Lift your eyes once again

repeat chorus

In quietness and trust is your salvation
In repentance and in rest lies your strength
I’m the only One who can save you
Rend your heart, My child, don’t turn away

repeat chorus

Go and learn what this means…

I was reading in Matthew 16 this morning.  As Jesus was travelling with His disciples He turned and asked them the most important question they would ever have to answer:  “Who do you say I am?”
Peter responded correctly by confessing, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”
As I reflected on this passage, I found myself imagining Jesus posing the same question to me:  “Kathy, who do you say I am?”
My heart welled up with praise as I responded with words that I hope genuinely convey an ever-increasing reality in my life:  ”Jesus, you are my Savior and my King.  You are the radiance of the glory of God, my redeemer, my restorer, and the healer of my brokenness.  You are my refuge, my peace, my wisdom, my hope and my strength.  You are my protector and my provider.  You know me completely and love me unconditionally.  You are my husband and my closest friend.  You are my treasure, my joy, and my sweetest delight.  You are the satisfier of my soul.  You are my everything.”
Take some time to contemplate this question for yourself – it is the most important one that you will ever answer.

Verse of the Week:  “For I desire steadfast love and not sacrifice, the knowledge of God rather than burnt offering.”  (Hosea 6:6)

Truth of the Week:  In Matthew 9, Jesus turns to the religious leaders around Him (who are appalled that He is spending time with “sinners”) and says, “Go and learn what this means, ‘I desire mercy, and not sacrifice.”  These scribes knew all the right answers and went through all the right motions, but their religion had become mere rule-keeping and their hearts had grown hardened toward God and man.  Jesus was not impressed with their empty rituals, nor was He pleased by their self-righteous attitudes and their outwardly pious performances.  He saw straight through to their hearts and loved them enough to confront them with their lack of mercy.

The reality is that genuine love for God is always evidenced by love toward those around us.  Although it is easy to mimic the mindset of the scribes and become more of a moralist than someone who is madly in love with Jesus,  that’s not what God desires for us.  He wants us to know Him and to delight in Him.  He wants us to joyfully receive His bountiful grace (grace that both saves us and sanctifies us) and then freely extend that grace to others who are sinners just like us.  He is a merciful God and those who are being conformed to His likeness will be glad givers of mercy rather than rigorous keepers of rules.

Quote of the Week:  “God never intended us to simply be the object of his love.  We are also called to be instruments of that love in the lives of others.”  (Paul Tripp, Instruments in the Redeemer’s Hands)

Today I feel led to share an excerpt from what I was writing in my journal this morning:

“Micah 7:7 – “But as for me, I will look to the LORD; I will wait for the God of my salvation; my God will hear me.”
Father, this verse that you gave me this morning in Micah resonates in my spirit with what I sense You have been impressing on me a lot lately -to get my eyes off of myself and to fix them on the author and the finisher of my faith – to “look to the LORD.”  It goes along with what I have been contemplating all week – that the problem is too much self.  When I think I am struggling with low self-esteem, the problem is really that I have low God-esteem.  It’s not that my self-image is poor, but that my God-image is poor.  It’s not that I lack self-confidence, it’s that I lack God-confidence.  It isn’t that I need greater self-awareness, but that I need greater God-awareness.  I don’t need to find myself, understand myself, or love myself more – I need to find, understand, and love God more. 
The irony in all of this is that death to self is the path to life.  To stop focusing on me is the way to freedom.  I know this in my head, but to embrace it in my heart is another story.  Oh Father, free me from myself that I might look to You and live for You and be wholeheartedly in love with You.”

Verse of the Week: “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.” (Matthew 5:8)

Truth of the Week:  The pure in heart shall see God – this truth makes me want to guard my heart with all diligence and painstakingly protect it from all impurity.  If the pure in heart will see God, then I want to stand sentry over what I allow access into my innermost being.

Part of the problem is that we are generally not a pondering people.  We continually make choices without ever stopping to consider the helpfulness or the harmfulness of our decisions.  If we want to see God more clearly in our everyday lives, then we must be willing to ask ourselves some hard questions and then answer them honestly – questions like:
Are the television shows that I watch (or the movies that I attend) worthy of my hearts attention?  (A better way to phrase this might be – is this something I would enjoy watching with Jesus?)

Do the books that I read promote purity in my heart, stirring up within me a desire to know God more deeply, or are they just mindless ways to numb my heart and escape from the pressures or the monotony of life?

Are the conversations that I engage in throughout the day honest and uplifting, full of grace and truth – or – are they characterized by grumbling, gossip, and pretense? 

The goal of guarding our hearts is not to fall into the legalistic approach of creating a list of “do’s and dont’s” that we strive to live by, but rather to help us to be aware of and free from those things that dull,  soil or distract our hearts from seeing God more clearly and enjoying Him more fully.  Let us determine to not drift aimlessly along, giving little thought to what we allow our hearts to feed upon; instead, by God’s grace, let us intentionally choose those things that will heighten our hunger and enhance our thirst for our all glorious God.

Quote of the Week:  “If all other variables are equal, your capacity to know God deeply will probably diminish in direct proportion to how much television you watch.”  (John Piper, Pierced by the Word)

Taco’s Tale

The other evening I was sitting outside on the front porch, having a visit with my friend Sylvia, when our conversation was interrupted by the arrival of a tiny, four-legged creature greeting us with a series of loud barks.  We looked up to see a miniature Chihuahua, whose ears seemed twice the size of its body, walking up the middle of the street, sporting quite the attitude of sassy independence.

Fearing that our furry friend was certain to be hit by a car, we called it over, only to discover that its red collar was adorned with a jingle bell instead of an identification tag.  With no way to contact the owners, we set out to try and find them on foot.  I picked up the dog (whom we had quickly dubbed as “Taco”) and Sylvia and I (along with my daughter, who is never one to miss out on an adventure) set off to knock on neighborhood doors.  After a few unsuccessful attempts, a couple was able to direct us to where they thought the dog lived.

As we followed their directions and approached what we hoped was “Taco’s” residence, a man was outside mowing the front lawn.  He kept looking up at us and smiling as he continued to push the mower through the grass.  Finally, he could sense that we wanted to talk with him, so he stopped to hear what we had to say.  When we asked him if this was his dog, his smile turned to a look of confusion, followed by disbelief, then relief, and then back to a smile again.  “Oh my gosh,” he said, “I thought you guys had a dog that looked just like mine.  I couldn’t believe it.  I was getting ready to go inside and get “Suzie” to show you how similar they were.”

Well, he thanked us profusely, telling us that he had no idea how or when she had gotten loose, but that she had a habit of taking off on her own to investigate.  Then he took his little wanderer in his arms and scolded her in a sweet, sing-song voice – clearly full of gladness to have her safe and back where she belonged.  Sylvia and I then returned to our perch on the front porch and had a good laugh as we replayed the events of the evening.

This morning, I found myself going back over the story in my mind – only this time, thinking how often I can be like little Taco-Suzie.  I stray off on my own, turning my back on my Owner, with little thought for wisdom or safety.  I foolishly wander from home, venturing out beyond the safe boundaries that have been set for me, oblivious to the danger I am placing myself in.  Although I may not share the over-sized ears that our furry friend possessed, I do share the same rebellious nature.  Fortunately, my Master is never unaware of my straying.  He is aware of my coming and my going; He is familiar with all my ways.  I cannot be hidden from His sight or separated from His love.  And when I am led back home, my Father lovingly disciplines me, gladly receives me, and graciously restores me to His presence.

Verse of the Week:  “You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.”

Truth of the Week:  True joy is found in the presence of Jesus, and is experienced as we draw near to Him – discovering who He is and delighting in what is discovered.
Most of us would be quick to give mental assent to this truth, and equally quick to admit that moving it from our minds to the everyday moments of our lives can, at times, feel hopelessly difficult.
If we desire joy (and we do) and we know where it is to be found (and we do) then why must everyday be a battle to not turn elsewhere?
Part of the reason is obvious – sin!  We each have within us a fallen flesh that, this side of heaven, will in some measure be enticed by the flashy substitutes offered to us by the world.  On top of that, we have an adversary whose very name and nature lead him to try and deceive us into thinking that something or someone other than God will be able to satisfy us. 
But sin and Satan are not the only reasons that finding joy in Jesus is an ongoing battle; perhaps they are not even the main reasons.  Perhaps the daily fight for delight in God was designed by God Himself as a means to keep us humble, dependent, diligent, and grateful (among other things.)  I know for me, that without the need to labor and exert energy, I would quickly grow complacent and settle for counterfeit pleasures.  If joy was always immediate and easy to access, I am certain that I would develop a smug, self-righteous, and arrogant attitude.  The need to continually fight for joy guards me from growing forgetful of where my true joy flows – in the presence of my Savior.
Thankfully, God has not left us to battle alone – His steadfast grace is new every morning.  So, let us daily endeavor to labor with all the strength that He supplies to drink deeply of the joy that He offers in Himself.

Quote of  the Week:  “The Lord Jesus is a deep sea of joy: My soul shall dive in and shall be swallowed up in the delights of His company.”  (Spurgeon)

This song flowed from a conversation I had with some friends a couple of weeks ago, in which we spoke of how we have a longing in our hearts for God but foolishly turn to other places to  try and find satisfaction.  I share these lyrics both as a confession that I am not yet who I want to be, and as a prayer that I would increasingly and unreservedly surrender all that I am to my Savior.

All I Am For Only You

In this world, my heart’s divided in a thousand pieces
A soul in fragments trying to believe that
You’re everything I need
In my life, I’ve been given to an endless line of lovers
Faithless, yet I’m starting to discover
You’re everything I need
Help me believe
Break the walls and loose the chains
Bring sight to blinded eyes again
Cleanse my heart and tear the ties
to lesser loves, expose the lies
Bind me to the only One who’s true
All I am, oh God, for only You
All I am for only You

In this world, with subtle pride I’ve tried to build my kingdom
I thought the praise of man would be my freedom
But You’re all I need
In my life, I’ve settled for a glory that is fading
While mercy stood with open arms there waiting
To be all I need
Help me believe
Lead me to the wilderness ’til I repent and I confess
That nothing that this world provides can fill my soul or satisfy
Bind me to the only One who’s true
All I am, oh God, for only You
All I am for only You

All I am is Yours
All You are is mine
Amazing love – what better could I find?
Bind me to the only One who’s true
All I am, oh God, for only You
All I am for only You

Verse of the Week:  “But they came to Baal-peor and consecrated themselves to the thing of shame, and became detestable like the thing they loved.”  (Hosea 9:10)

Truth of the Week:  We become like that which we love – a truth that is  sobering, yet inspiring. 
If we love what is shallow and fleeting (like wealth, popularity, or positions of power) then our souls will shrink and our lives will lack substance.  Loving what is empty breeds emptiness within us.
If we are enamored with whatever we believe will bring us pleasure (like entertainment, material things, or relationships) then our lives will become trivial and self-absorbed.  We will be superficial, restless, and discontent – always searching for the next thing to stimulate us and make us feel alive.
If we are drawn to what is impure and ungodly (like any kind of sexual immorality) we will find ourselves sinking into deeper levels of depravity and vileness, enslaved and imprisoned by what at first seemed so tantalizing.
But – if we love God supremely, and diligently place our highest affections upon Him, we will find the life-giving, soul-satisfying image of His Son being formed within us.  If we love what is full and overflowing, we will find fullness rising up within us.  If we love what is glorious, we will see glory radiating forth from us.  God repeatedly calls us to love Him with all of our heart, mind, soul, and strength.  He does this not only because He alone is worthy of such whole-hearted devotion, but also because He knows that we become like what we love, and His desire and design is that His children grow in the likeness of their Father.
May we vigilantly guard our hearts, and not give our love to lesser things.  May we give our love to God alone, and in so doing, become more like the God we love!

Quote of the Week:  “The worth and excellency of a soul is to be measured by the object of its love:  he who loveth mean and sordid things doth thereby become base and vile; but a noble and well-placed affection doth advance and improve the spirit unto a conformity with the perfections which it loves.”  (Henry Scougal, The Life of God in the Soul of Man)

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